Good grief! I have read some of the sweetest things on here by men! Kinda makes me want to vomit, and that is not to be taken in offense. I had zero expectations for the day, why on earth would I? But what I did get has just left me flabbergasted! Never have I been treated in such a fowl manner, out of nowhere no less.
I am convinced I will die alone, never be kissed, much less be intimate ever again. These are things I pretty much take in stride. I lost hope a long time ago. And, I see such lovely things men write and wonder if their muses ever know how lucky they are?
Trust me, this is no pity party, life is just the way it is without explanation. But, I know my value, my worth, the heartfelt kindness I give. I work in front of a mirror every day, I see soft pale skin, red lips, the most beautiful head of long hair ever. I’m gorgeous on an off day, and fuck you if you think its conceit. But my inside matches the out through and through.
I would have been happiest today if my time lord showed up for our date, but it didn’t happen, again. Instead I had my head bit off, was the subject of gossip, and lost all respect for whom I had most for. Fuck you valentines day, fuck you very much!


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